Thursday here at Fairmount School Were really extra-neat. For that is when we had Chinese And it was like a treat!
Chinese customs,numbers,food, Colors and names and song. We learned it all from Miss Michelle The months just raced along.
Now it's time to say good-bye And thanks for all you've done. And as you go, we hope you know You sure made learning fun!
From The Fourth Grade Classes Of Fairmount School Hackensack,New Jersey
This school always comes to my favorite. I'll never forget those people at Fairmount. Especially the principles,the 4th grade teachers, Leslie, Ong taitai, Judy and Carol.
I shared a teacher's room with Ms Lub and Son every Wednesday.Sometimes there were several conversations among us in the mornings. For most of the time, I preferred to be a listener unless they had something curious about China or my family.I'd learned alot from this community you know. People knows each other since it's not a big place. Especially you are the only Chinese teacher in the school district, for the first time, lots of Mr or Ms Curiosity's focused on you. Not for the good things, not for some help, just for gossips. Once you say something to someone, the whole community will get to know it all right after two days.(like once I'd explained them my boyfriend would be here,then almost everyone said to me after several days---"Congrats,michelle, you are getting married"~$%#@*(&)
However, I like to listen to the conversations between those ladies. This room is the only one place I can feel something real and true. Not all things are nice and amazing. Not all people are kind and outstanding. They became happy when their classes got cancelled. They got angry even cried when talked about those tough family issues, got unfair treat from mother-in-laws... They talked about some ridiculous things around, some weired principles, teachers. Bravo~they just felt the same way as me.
Ms Lub is very funny. She always likes to show off her adorable 2-year-old granddaughter,or her husband who's one of the 10 famous lawyers in this state. Everything happened in her family you could directly know from her tells. Son is very nice and beautiful,who likes dance with her sons and her second husband almost everyday, who always takes good care of me. I still remember she once took me to a "Chinese" market (the chinese market she thinks, actually is a thai food market.) and let me pick some authentic chinese food for her family to try.She's just like a little girl who's always curious about everything and wanted to try something new.
I will miss them,definitely.
BTW I've got a surprise party, a nice bouquet (he said he always prepares the best for me) and even 3 kisses one after another from the principle...ah!!!
Really exhausted last night.Kept in and out of different kinds of struggling dreams. Badly sore throat. Something wrong with my tonsil and I know that could be one of the symptoms.
So...focused on myself too much...nearly forgot today's a dismissal day till Alice told. Great! Great! Get sometime adjusting though still couldn't avoid those soulful hugs and kisses. How many times "thank you" repeating is enough for showing how grateful you've been?!
Ms SR showed her unhappy and worried on her face this morning coz she didn't get the permission from the principles.I guessed so.&%#%$#@ Should ask Mr Woj for help probably. That is a really talented class I've ever met and Ms SR is always nice. I should help that out.
Anyway I'd better lie down as soon as I get home. God bless the self-curing thing. Otherwise I'll be isolated once I get out of the flight. Maybe even worse..get my profound experience in visiting Americanized hospital for the first time in my life.
I've been overwhelmed by hundreds of kisses,hugs,blessings from morning probably till night. I'm suppose to be "attacked" by more than 300 whoever in the coming last 3days.Just think about me,seriously. Can anyone,dare anyone get higher risks than me for suffering from the swine flu ?!!!
That reminds me a gossip. Why the US gov neither cares much about the disease nor separates sufferers from the normals? Coz it is in the states. They have to respect and protect people's "human rights" as they always do. No one should be separated from his/her community due to the swine flu, even the aids. However,why the Chinese gov treats such a little thing in a extreme nervousness? They want to divert people's attention from the June someday Anniversaries.
Gossip, gossip, just gossip~~~~~
Kids are as happy as expected by drawing for different kinds of Chinese gifts. My favorite voices kept spinning around. "I love China!!""China is my favorite.""China is so awesome...it's sooooooooo beautiful!!""I have to go there someday.""I wish I could be born there.""I wish I'm a Chinese."... Those definitely made me sentimental. I hate to realize that it's the right time to say goodbye to those voices, the best, sweetest, purest voices never ever.
Teachers are excited for me as they thought I should be in a really high mood for being back home.But who knows actually...maybe half half...maybe more unexpected than they could think...stay just a little longer is not that bad for me right now you know...I'm used to go to the opposite...as some critic saying ---not a big deal, you just wanna show off your unique.
[The Art of Losing]〈One Art〉◎Elizabeth Bishop (1911-1979)
The art of losing isn't hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something everyday. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther: Places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look, my last, or next-to-last, of three loved houses went. The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent. I miss them, and it wasn't a disaster.
─Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident the art of losing's not too hard to master though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
【I Carry Your Heart With Me】----by e. e. cummings
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart